(Source: wildcats-everywhere)
(Source: gildings)
- first day of school: 30 pencils, 64 crayons, 20 pens, 12 rulers, 10 notebooks.
- end of school year: 1 pencil you found in the hallway.
(Source: pretty-glamorous)
You Sir.
Even the strongest people fall down somedays…my anxiety, painful reminders and insecurity gets the best of me. I want and try to stay strong but sometimes it just pulls me under. I feel like I deserved the abuse, I felt imperfect and unworthy. Sometimes I just want to hide away and pretend to let daylight in again. I know getting rid of you was the best thing possible, it allowed me to smile and live life to the fullest again but sometimes I still wonder “was it the right thing to let go, did I do the right thing, maybe something was wrong with me thats why he treated me like that.”
Saying and doing are way to different ideas to grasp. The most difficult thing was cutting all ties from you and I did it for myself. I only hope this is the process of healing, I feel so encased and insecure somedays my anxiety just gets the best of me. I wish I never let you in my life why did you have to scar me like you had? I wish I knew the reasons why…but I don’t.
This world saved me, thats all I know, and I am blessed. Anyone who is in an abusive (emotionally or physically) relationship you deserve to know that you are beautiful and worthy of love. Just believe, and its ok to let go honestly it’s gonna be okay.
